IH BLOCKS and other random stuff
Date: Saturday, April 17, 2010
SHOO ZEN! SHOO CHERYL CHOO! NOTHING TO SEE HERE! :D
Okay ohmygod never posted for such a long long time. I get so pissed off when i type out something so super loong and then it gets DELETED. it happened to me like more than 3 times le. Makes me so angry. Like the past few minutes were of no value at all. and that sucks. hahaa! happened to my facebook note of rants and rants... And sigh well that was a blessing in disguise. Seeing as there were stuff there that shouldnt be read by the public for their own good. Haha so THANK YOU FACEBOOK. haha in a way.
ohmygod table arrangement (or should i say REarrangement) by ms teng super fail. cos after 1 week, its blocks and we change to register number, AND THEN, we still sit near each other. me and cheryl and daphne. and zen change place with shiyun. and keyecheng and lois are behind us. so YIPPEE. sorry xiaochou. but there's not much chemistry between us. but i love you anyway. and we will be goof friends in a matter of time. but for the time being i still love zen,cheryl,daphne,keyecheng and lois. hahaa! :D and like haha i am so sensitive to songs sung out of tune but i wont comment. hhaha cos its so fun to sing in class. i forgot the last time i did that. i mean, really sing. prolly sec 2. :D
IH blocks. i really dunno how to study. edo peiod. meiji erstoration. showa period. close. open. close. MAKE UP YOUR MIND JAPS!! ok anyway LA and GEOG blocks over. after IH i will be super relaxed. until maaths, chem and bio. haha yes its true. chinese blocks cant study. really.
i feel like buying something from zen's blogshop but whats the point cos i know its on impulse and plus, it prolly wont fit me cos im so fat anyway. ohsigh. need to diet desperately. but no chance to. sigh. i wish i can be as determined as esther and eat like wholegrain bread and biscuits and whatnot but i cant.
OHMYGOD im going to TAIWAN. i know im letting my choir batch mates down. and i feel really bad. and i dont want them to think like i am not as commited to choir as i was before. becos really i still am. its just that i cant go to prague. so really, they need to accept this fact. but i think i'll be missing out on a lot. and thats sad. >< but HELLO TAIWAN BABY. going with cheryl choo and a bunch of 205'09-ers and like half of 312 and ESTHER!! yay we can room tgt. whats that she said abt rooming with SIEWTING?! oh please no we HAVE to room together. D:
i cant wait for a1 section outing. seriously. i mis a1s and all its magic and lovelyness. and i just cant integrate into sop 2. really. and i have SENTIMENTS about a1s. we are like ALTO ONES. i love it from the start. and its NOT becos of yjos/yjis you know? its that FEELING. i love all my a1 sectionmates. and sop 2s jyst isnt working out for me. i feel like im like becoming worse at singing. and there's so much to not like. whats not to not like? D: but i tell myself i will ge through this. yes i will. but seriously. that day in class i wanted to write a note with the words "soprano 2" on it to paste on the kindness friendship tree by psls and i just CANT. i just CANT. i screw it up somehow. and crumple it and throw it away. and zen says why write it when you dont even like it and then i wonder why too.... hmm.... D:
CHOIR CONCERT and i shall make sure our money money money dance ROCKS! :D
i cant wait for so many concerts:
HCJC guitar
NYGH modern dance
HCJC choir
NYGH guzheng
and i cant wait for:
block tests to be over
CSM
A1 section outing
OK OK i shall study for IH blocks now.... :D
Singapore's national identity....
Japan's national identity....
GF-OF essay...
I CAN DO THIS!
oh another thing to add...
OM FINALS ARE OVER. and im really happy. like this burden is finally gone.
i mean, it was fun and ev erything, but very stressful, and what an emotional journey it has been. lessons were learnt. a lot i believe. about not giving up, and perseverance, and teamwork, and commitment, and time management. and im gladd that my teammates think i've done a good job as a leadeer. and im proud of myself for that. but no one is really going to recognize that. whatever i did. no award, nothing. i think i deserve a little more, but hey, life's like that, so its ok. :D
till next time, hahahaha! :D
Signing Off~