AAARGHHHH
Date: Sunday, February 7, 2010
ok i am super pissed now. i wish SLC never exists. in fact, i wish counsellors dont exist. the fact that they are like, SPECIAL what with the special uniforms and making them different from everyone else is just so stupid. i mean, we are all from nygh anyway, why must theybe special? any normal girl can make announcenments and say the pledge, so why are they so special? and they must go through special interviews to get in and the rest of the students just dont? whats up with that? i thought singapore pracrtised meritocracy? everyone's EQUAL hello? anyway, some counsellors are just so aarghh. but not all of course. anyway, what's so good abt student leaders convntion? again, special and only some ppl get to go. i mean really, this is just so stupid. some people are so obsessed with it they dont do their homework and copy off their tablemates? thats NOT what i call leadership if you ask me. thats totally NOT. and its like what?optionAL? compulsory is the feeling i get. who DOESNT want to go lah please? so okay, fine, leave me to take bus home after choir on friday, im so okay with that. im totally independant. i can go home with esther lor. what loser do you take me for? but hello? we want ed to go overseas together? dont try and argue with me okay? we were so INTO IT last year. and it got cancelled cos of HINI. and i was so psyched to go this year? and you just ruin it okay? crushed my dreams really. and what huh? go to taiwan? duh i want to go taiwan? its not like you cant go in sec 4. thats what im going to do if i can get in. choir is inportant of course so we're going to prague. but hellO? SLC CLASHES WITH THE SAPPORO TRIP. and the point it, SLC shld never exist. and gahh like you never even thought about it? please lah okay? so all you were thinking abt is SLC is it? and how important it it? I CANT WAIT FOR TWENTY FIFTH FEBRUARY OKAY? i dont even know how to say hi to you form that day onwards. cos it'll never be the same. never ever ever. things have changed. really. and dont try to make it up to me, saying you didnt want it all. if you didnt want it, you wouldnt have joined SLC? yeah you wouldnt. but you did.and what does that imply? yes a lot. its so hard to se things from your point of view now. "its during june" "im sorry then its impossible" "why?" "duh SLC convention is that week." "well SORRY FOR NOT KNOWING but i dont know" D; feel like crying. why bother studying for kanji quiz 3 now? D; i might as well msn someone WHO CARES.
Signing Off~